2004-01-14 - 3:58 p.m.
New year, same shit
I left Florida yesterday. It was chilly in the morning but beautiful—sun was shining, breeze blowing, the whole bit. We landed in Baltimore and it was COLD, and no one had a jacket, but we made it back to the condo in one piece. I had a lovely bath in the Jacuzzi and went to bed at about 10 pm under Mom’s down comforter. Ah, bliss.
But it didn’t last. I was up early today and in the car, and now I’m back in Syracuse. And it’s bitter cold. Like, ass cold. Like, unbelievable amounts of nasty cold that I have never lived through. But I’m back. I unpacked the car, set up Reg’s bowl, put away all my clothes and made the bed, and now… Meh. Now I’m just waiting for KJ to get in touch with me, because we’re supposed to go out for wings later. I’m sleepy as all hell, but looking forward to the time out with my friends. And the beer. After which I will promptly fall asleep and start the errands tomorrow.
But here I am, back to the same old shit. KJ told me that M (remember him?) is officially seeing the girl he was only officially fucking last month. Bah. I hate that. I hate that he didn’t tell me, and yes, I hate that he’s seeing her. I can’t help it, I’m jealous. But more than that, I’m pissed at him. You see, the other night, he and I had a very hot IM session in which he said rather kinky things to me, and I still work with the belief that when one has a girlfriend, one should not engage in hot cyber-flirting with women other than one’s girlfriend. So I’m pissed. I’ll get over it, probably, but I really don’t want to meet this girl. And I don’t want to talk to him. And here I am, back to the same old, boring, crush-less, man-less shit. Gah.
Oh, well. New semester, new things on the horizon. Classes start tomorrow, which I’m looking forward to, so you never know.
But after a while, a girl just wants to get laid. Period. End of sentence. Bah.
