2003-08-01 - 5:27 p.m.
Sometimes people yell. Other times? They keep secrets.
It is now August. Where the hell has the summer gone? Next Friday is the last day of classes for the summer session, and I’ll be finished with ¼ of my MA. Wow.
This has been a funny week. Funny strange, not funny ha-ha. Wednesday was the Day of Yelling. I wasn’t doing the yelling, mind you. Everyone else was. From a freak-out in one class to a professor-student showdown in another, to the guy in the Wegman’s parking lot who yelled at a woman for parking in a handicapped space when she had a handicapped tag and an obviously disabled passenger, it was a bizarre day. SO much strife in the world. And it’s all stupid, for the most part, as far as this petty yelling goes.
But anyway.
Happy days are ahead. After next week, I’m going to relax, find a job and go to NYC. I’m looking forward to that. I just have to call my cousins and get a place to crash for a couple of nights. I also get to see my friend Todd, who rocks the hizzouse when he’s being a nice guy. We’ll go out, get some dinner, have some fun.
A new development with M. This is pretty crazy, and I don’t know how to deal with it. KJ told me today that a bunch of our group is making bets on how long it will take me and M to hook up. KJ thinks that we kissed once, but no one here knows about our ongoing thing. I know that M wants to keep it all hush-hush, but I don’t know how he’ll react to this. He’s the most mysterious guy I’ve ever met. He might think it’s funny. He might say we should stop hooking up. He might say we should go public, although I seriously doubt he would do that. I don’t know. All I know is that I want to keep seeing him, but I don’t need a relationship. We could go public, or not. I might like to go public as a casual thing, but the truth is, I don’t care. The only issue in the whole thing is that I’ve been lying to KJ, and I hate that.
Oh, well. I guess we’ll see how it all pans out. Funny what a girl will when nookie is involved.
